Today Is the Day

Almost to the day I entered the United States Air Force 20 years ago. That just occurred to me this morning as I reluctantly left my house for a jog, something I haven't done in at least 2 years.

It's significant because I made another big decision; a commitment to do something that ranks just as momentous.  

I committed to reinventing myself from tip to tail. That's so aviation-related, huh?  I committed to at least a 90 day plan with an unusual and remarkable coach.  BTW, he isn't being officially revealed for 90 days. 

What's unusual is that he isn't officially a coach.  He is a man that I admire that has created an extraordinary life and does so in harmony with the different areas of his life.  

Now, this post isn't about him, it's about me.  I want to be crystal clear here that writing this and what comes after this is absolutely about me.  I'm not in the place to worry about you though those feelings and thoughts haunt me as a caregiver.  Will you appreciate it? Will you think it's stupid? Will it serve you? UGH!! <letting it go>

I recorded a couple videos in the moment and they are posted unedited.  Trust me when I say, I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY wanted to re-record them again and again and again...and then that's the point, isn't it?

The old pattern asserts itself again and then it's just a distraction from the moment; the now; what's actually going on. 

The Big Picture

I've had extraordinary income, wealth, fitness, happiness, relationships, etc... though never in harmony.  It was always out of whack.  Always at the expense of another area.  

Recently it got so out of harmony financially, that it significantly affected me physically, mentally and emotionally which ultimately no matter what great opportunities available, could reach.  It wasn't a lack of another business technique and more knowledge.  I have MORE than enough knowledge, talent, and skills.  This is core.  It is self-integrity, action and choice. 

Something had to change.  As things came apart in practically every area, I questioned my decisions, talents and worth.  While my talent never diminished, my confidence did.  This has never really happened before.  It's new for me. I keep thinking, "I've been in a war.  I've controlled millions in dollars of real estate, I've built houses, I've walked on glass, been shot at, jumped out of planes, loved and lost.  I've done things people have only dreamed. Suck it up princess!!!".  ...then again, that's the point.  Something is out of whack. 

I moved from raw vegan, excited to exercise and move to eating crap food, gained 10 lbs of fat, sitting on the sofa, watching ridiculous amounts of internet TV and movies, running business down to practically zero, with a net worth of some negative $106,000, blood pressure 143/86, each good intention ended leaving exactly that, a good intention.  I share these metrics for my transparency and am well aware it's a matter of perspective. 

So what am I getting at? I'm correcting the pattern at the heart...accountability to a team. I'm making a fresh start from here and now with a coach and 2 mastermind groups for exactly where I am right now to support my commitment to radically uncover harmony in 7 different areas.

This is isn't your run of the mill life coach or therapist, this is more along the lines of Olympic training coach (at least that's my perception).  I guess the best label is LIFE design coach. Daily accountability and weekly live accountability included.  I really believe he WILL come to my house and drag me out screaming.   

This is me being the best model I can for the change I wish to see in the world around me. 

What's Next?

Each day will be documented, sometimes video and always writing...at least privately.  

This week starts with sheer physical action. Stay tuned.  You can best support me with any and all encouragement. 

NOTE: Videos follow. If you're viewing from some other source than www.ThomasMangum.com, you may not see the media. Click through to the original post.  

Video Day # Minus 2 The Spark & First Action to Make the Change

Video Day #1 A  The Wake Up 06:11 & Pre-Run Chat

Video Day #1 B  The Post Run 07:03

Video Day #1 C  The Public Declaration (this is DEFINITELY not edited...sun spots and ALL!)

Comments

[CouchSurfingOri]

Beautifully written. Love the honestly. Love the contrast & experiences. I'm on the sidelines cheering for you! I look forward to seeing the progress.